This is what I need right NOW!!!Im sorry to drive the "horny" point home but, Damn!!!
Good Week Everyone!!!
Until Next Time...
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
SEX ANYONE???
OK, now that I have your attention...LOL!
I am going to put it out there and tell the truth. I AM HORNY!!! I know a lot of you guys and gals DO NOT need to know that but I am.
The fact that NOAH'S ARC is about to float by means that I cant go out tonight and "see and be seen". Of course, that only makes the problem worse. When it rains, for some reason I get restless and want to get out of the house. And well...That's just not going to happen tonight.
To make matters worse, I talked to my friend in Dallas last night for a good hour. It was great and we had a really good heart to heart. He does seem like an amazing guy and I could fall for him very easily!!!
Well, I will go into all of that later. I just wanted to let the "whole blog world" know that I need to get some soon. It has been the desert over here and the fact that its raining outside...Well it makes me realize what an ironic world we live in.
Sleep well everyone.
Until Next Time...
OK, now that I have your attention...LOL!
I am going to put it out there and tell the truth. I AM HORNY!!! I know a lot of you guys and gals DO NOT need to know that but I am.
The fact that NOAH'S ARC is about to float by means that I cant go out tonight and "see and be seen". Of course, that only makes the problem worse. When it rains, for some reason I get restless and want to get out of the house. And well...That's just not going to happen tonight.
To make matters worse, I talked to my friend in Dallas last night for a good hour. It was great and we had a really good heart to heart. He does seem like an amazing guy and I could fall for him very easily!!!
Well, I will go into all of that later. I just wanted to let the "whole blog world" know that I need to get some soon. It has been the desert over here and the fact that its raining outside...Well it makes me realize what an ironic world we live in.
Sleep well everyone.
Until Next Time...
Friday, September 22, 2006
FRIDAY!
Ok, so its Friday evening and I am getting ready to head over to a friends house for cocktails and what not...It should be a blast and I am looking forward to it. However my mind is a million miles away. The guy that I have been having conversations with in Dallas emailed me last night and told me that He had had a really rough day and that He could really use a hug from me.
There are 2 things that run through my mind...
1. Damn, the only guy that needs me in my life right now lives 225 miles away and that sucks!!! 2. The guy needed me!
I know what some of you are thinking..."LOOSERVILLE, population 1" I know, it does sound a bit crazy. But I really felt bad for the guy and wanted to be able to be there for him. I know he will be fine. But it still sucks. Over the last 3 months we have really gotten to know about each other and I guess my heart holds a special place for him now.
NO... I don't think that we are boy friends. Not even close. We are just to guys that are cute and have expressed an interest in one another.
He is flying out today to have a vacation with his best friend and wife. He was really looking forward to it and I hope he has the most amazing time and gets a chance to relax and unwind. He is going to call form there so I will let you guys know how he is doing.
Until Next Time...
editors note...I know that my post are random at best and that yesterday I was complaining about a "jaded heart". But I really just blog about the things that are on my mind right then and there. Not Crazy...HONEST(LOL)
Ok, so its Friday evening and I am getting ready to head over to a friends house for cocktails and what not...It should be a blast and I am looking forward to it. However my mind is a million miles away. The guy that I have been having conversations with in Dallas emailed me last night and told me that He had had a really rough day and that He could really use a hug from me.
There are 2 things that run through my mind...
1. Damn, the only guy that needs me in my life right now lives 225 miles away and that sucks!!! 2. The guy needed me!
I know what some of you are thinking..."LOOSERVILLE, population 1" I know, it does sound a bit crazy. But I really felt bad for the guy and wanted to be able to be there for him. I know he will be fine. But it still sucks. Over the last 3 months we have really gotten to know about each other and I guess my heart holds a special place for him now.
NO... I don't think that we are boy friends. Not even close. We are just to guys that are cute and have expressed an interest in one another.
He is flying out today to have a vacation with his best friend and wife. He was really looking forward to it and I hope he has the most amazing time and gets a chance to relax and unwind. He is going to call form there so I will let you guys know how he is doing.
Until Next Time...
editors note...I know that my post are random at best and that yesterday I was complaining about a "jaded heart". But I really just blog about the things that are on my mind right then and there. Not Crazy...HONEST(LOL)
Thursday, September 21, 2006
JADED???
Ok, I am not sure if there is just SO much "stuff" coming at our senses all of the time or if I am becoming "jaded".
My mom told me yesterday that my cousin admitted to being addicted to cocaine. Honestly, I was a little surprised. Not shocked, surprised. She has always been a little wild and lived a more dangerous lifestyle than the rest of our family. But when my mom asked me what I thought...I don't know...I didn't really feel anything.
My cousin and I have really gone our separate ways over the years and even though we live in the same city I haven't seen her in over 4 years. We used to be real close. I was actually the first person that she came "out" to. Naturally, at the time I had no idea how to handle the news. I think I even told her it was wrong. Of course, that is my "southern Baptist" upbringing...Now I just want to tell its all ok.
She and I have never talked about the whole "Gay" thing and I don't even think that she knew until we all evacuated for the hurricane last year. We never got to talk then because I was sick with a head cold and spent the whole time in bed sleeping. Go figure!
I just think that the world has really left me a little insensitive about many things. And, frankly it scares me. People in my immediate circle think that I have the biggest heart. I would agree with them. But if you are not in my "world" I don't really have a lot of compassion. Does all of this make me narcissistic? Shallow? Heartless? To be honest, I am not sure. I certainly hope not. I would hope that I am a "lover" not a "fighter"
Things do effect me. I feel things very deeply. I am just not sure why this whole thing about my cousin isn't really bothering me. I just don't know.
Until Next Time...
Ok, I am not sure if there is just SO much "stuff" coming at our senses all of the time or if I am becoming "jaded".
My mom told me yesterday that my cousin admitted to being addicted to cocaine. Honestly, I was a little surprised. Not shocked, surprised. She has always been a little wild and lived a more dangerous lifestyle than the rest of our family. But when my mom asked me what I thought...I don't know...I didn't really feel anything.
My cousin and I have really gone our separate ways over the years and even though we live in the same city I haven't seen her in over 4 years. We used to be real close. I was actually the first person that she came "out" to. Naturally, at the time I had no idea how to handle the news. I think I even told her it was wrong. Of course, that is my "southern Baptist" upbringing...Now I just want to tell its all ok.
She and I have never talked about the whole "Gay" thing and I don't even think that she knew until we all evacuated for the hurricane last year. We never got to talk then because I was sick with a head cold and spent the whole time in bed sleeping. Go figure!
I just think that the world has really left me a little insensitive about many things. And, frankly it scares me. People in my immediate circle think that I have the biggest heart. I would agree with them. But if you are not in my "world" I don't really have a lot of compassion. Does all of this make me narcissistic? Shallow? Heartless? To be honest, I am not sure. I certainly hope not. I would hope that I am a "lover" not a "fighter"
Things do effect me. I feel things very deeply. I am just not sure why this whole thing about my cousin isn't really bothering me. I just don't know.
Until Next Time...
Sunday, September 17, 2006
ENOUGH ALREADY!!!
Ok, I have a friend that is "straight"...of course we have been having sex since highschool. Go Figure! Anyway, he really pissed me off tonight and I just needed to get it out of my head so that I can get some sleep. Ive got a busy day tomorrow.
We will call him TOM. Tom just emailed me a link to a "sex" site where a profile of this guy friend of his is posted. Tom has been trying to get this guy to come out of the closet and confide in him. It makes me really angry because TOM needs to come out of the closet himself. We had been FB for a long time and that has ended recently (5 months ago) because I found out through a mutual friend that Tom was getting engaged. What a mess right?!?!? ANYWAY... Tom got upset that I told him whatever his friend does is HIS business not yours and that as a "straight" man, he shouldnt be going to gay sex sites.
BTW...Is any of this making sense?
Well, Tom told me that he was just concerned about his friend and he didnt want him to go down a distructive path. Well, this is when I flew off the handle. I called him a "closeted pervert that needed serious help. And that I was no longer going to listen to his fantasies about other men." I also told him that he needed to be more concerned with pleasing his soon to be wife!
Well, naturally he didnt react possitively. So be it. I know that some of you are thinking that I am being cold hearted and insinsitive. Far from it! I have been listening to him go on and on about this guy for a couple of years. Sometimes right after we have gotten "busy"...
Anyway, I just wanted to vent. Me and "Tom" probably are not going to be talking for a while. He will soon realize that I did it for him amd that he should probably be talking to his therapist about a whole lot more than just his girlfriend.
OK...GOOD NIGHT everyone.
AND, Until Next Time...
Ok, I have a friend that is "straight"...of course we have been having sex since highschool. Go Figure! Anyway, he really pissed me off tonight and I just needed to get it out of my head so that I can get some sleep. Ive got a busy day tomorrow.
We will call him TOM. Tom just emailed me a link to a "sex" site where a profile of this guy friend of his is posted. Tom has been trying to get this guy to come out of the closet and confide in him. It makes me really angry because TOM needs to come out of the closet himself. We had been FB for a long time and that has ended recently (5 months ago) because I found out through a mutual friend that Tom was getting engaged. What a mess right?!?!? ANYWAY... Tom got upset that I told him whatever his friend does is HIS business not yours and that as a "straight" man, he shouldnt be going to gay sex sites.
BTW...Is any of this making sense?
Well, Tom told me that he was just concerned about his friend and he didnt want him to go down a distructive path. Well, this is when I flew off the handle. I called him a "closeted pervert that needed serious help. And that I was no longer going to listen to his fantasies about other men." I also told him that he needed to be more concerned with pleasing his soon to be wife!
Well, naturally he didnt react possitively. So be it. I know that some of you are thinking that I am being cold hearted and insinsitive. Far from it! I have been listening to him go on and on about this guy for a couple of years. Sometimes right after we have gotten "busy"...
Anyway, I just wanted to vent. Me and "Tom" probably are not going to be talking for a while. He will soon realize that I did it for him amd that he should probably be talking to his therapist about a whole lot more than just his girlfriend.
OK...GOOD NIGHT everyone.
AND, Until Next Time...
Friday, September 15, 2006
MADE IT!!!
Ok, I know that we have all gone out...Started having a great time...Drinking, drinking, and yet more drinking. Well, that was my night last night. I went out with my boss/friend and got a little to carried away. We had both just wanted to unwind, have a drink or two, good conversation...BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! None of this happened. Well, we did drink. But it was more like 6 or 7 cosmopolitan's. And we did have good conversation...It was just with all kinds of strange people and we were not at a "gay bar"...Ha-Ha!!!
I say all of this to give you an idea of the morning I had today. I should have know last night at around 1:30 when I was trying to watch Golden Girls and I would see 1 Dorothy on the TV screen, and then 2 Dorothy's that today was going to be rough. Live and learn right. Lets just say that today was the LONGEST day! And the thought of a Grey Goose makes me want to RALPH!!!
Its all good though. It is the weekend and this has been one long/strange week. I am really looking forward to a nice relaxing weekend and I hope that it doesn't rain cause I need to get some sun. CANCUN is getting closer! Can you say VACATION!!! I think you can!!!
Until Next Time...
Ok, I know that we have all gone out...Started having a great time...Drinking, drinking, and yet more drinking. Well, that was my night last night. I went out with my boss/friend and got a little to carried away. We had both just wanted to unwind, have a drink or two, good conversation...BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! None of this happened. Well, we did drink. But it was more like 6 or 7 cosmopolitan's. And we did have good conversation...It was just with all kinds of strange people and we were not at a "gay bar"...Ha-Ha!!!
I say all of this to give you an idea of the morning I had today. I should have know last night at around 1:30 when I was trying to watch Golden Girls and I would see 1 Dorothy on the TV screen, and then 2 Dorothy's that today was going to be rough. Live and learn right. Lets just say that today was the LONGEST day! And the thought of a Grey Goose makes me want to RALPH!!!
Its all good though. It is the weekend and this has been one long/strange week. I am really looking forward to a nice relaxing weekend and I hope that it doesn't rain cause I need to get some sun. CANCUN is getting closer! Can you say VACATION!!! I think you can!!!
Until Next Time...
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Monday, September 11, 2006
FUNK...Over?
Ok, I know why I have been in a funk. It is all of the coverage about 9/11. Its such a sad part of our history that is always going to be current. Does that make sense? I mean, it is something that changed all of our lives in some way or another and we will never be the same. I don't think that is a bad thing. We should be more aware of our surroundings.
Its these times, however, that I don't reflect on the Terrorist...Its more about the families that where changed forever. I have lost a brother tragically and know how much it changes your life. I suppose that this time (9/11) just brings up all of those feelings about it. Sad really that neither I nor them asked for this to happen to them. And death is something that will change you forever. Especially if it is someone close to you.
So I guess that is why I have been in a funk lately. I can see the silver lining in the clouds and know that this is just a temporary thing.
Life is good and I have a great deal to be thankful for. I am going to put forth an effort to "connect" with my younger brother. We have always been really close. Here lately, however, He and I have drifted apart a bit. I think its time we become close again. When I came "out" I pushed him away out of fear of judgment. Not right on my part but I am looking forward to getting things back to the way they should be.
Until Next Time...
Ok, I know why I have been in a funk. It is all of the coverage about 9/11. Its such a sad part of our history that is always going to be current. Does that make sense? I mean, it is something that changed all of our lives in some way or another and we will never be the same. I don't think that is a bad thing. We should be more aware of our surroundings.
Its these times, however, that I don't reflect on the Terrorist...Its more about the families that where changed forever. I have lost a brother tragically and know how much it changes your life. I suppose that this time (9/11) just brings up all of those feelings about it. Sad really that neither I nor them asked for this to happen to them. And death is something that will change you forever. Especially if it is someone close to you.
So I guess that is why I have been in a funk lately. I can see the silver lining in the clouds and know that this is just a temporary thing.
Life is good and I have a great deal to be thankful for. I am going to put forth an effort to "connect" with my younger brother. We have always been really close. Here lately, however, He and I have drifted apart a bit. I think its time we become close again. When I came "out" I pushed him away out of fear of judgment. Not right on my part but I am looking forward to getting things back to the way they should be.
Until Next Time...
Sunday, September 10, 2006
AAHHHH...MY LIFE!
Well, here it is Sunday afternoon...And I am bored. I have gone shopping already. Bought things I didn't need. So much for "Retail Therapy"!!! Yes, I am a shopaholic! It generally gets me out of a funk...Not so much today. I guess its the crappy weather that's going on here. Yesterday was rain, all day! That is never a good thing. Of course the fact that everyone of my "guy" friends are starting new relationships doesn't help either. I am NOT a bitter person, I want everyone to find their true love. But I got to tell you...If I hear one more story about how cute or what a great kisser or he does this thing with...BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! I really am happy for them but come on! Enough already! I try to focus on the great life that I have. I am blessed. My health is good. I have a nice place to live. A car that I love to drive around in (of course it would be nice if the rain would stop so that I could put the top down!)
Anyway.
I hadn't "blogged" in a while and I just thought I would get everyone up to date on the things that are going on.
Life is good. Work is getting back to normal. The trip to Tennessee was a good relief to the "day to day" that a job can become. My parents are off on their 2 week vacation/cruise to Alaska. I am so happy for them. Its about time that they do something just for them and one that doesn't involve grandkids. I am soooo happy for them.
I guess I will end this now. I could go on for along time writing things that are not really relevant...But I will stop! I will blog again in a couple of days.
Take care everyone...Until Next Time!
Well, here it is Sunday afternoon...And I am bored. I have gone shopping already. Bought things I didn't need. So much for "Retail Therapy"!!! Yes, I am a shopaholic! It generally gets me out of a funk...Not so much today. I guess its the crappy weather that's going on here. Yesterday was rain, all day! That is never a good thing. Of course the fact that everyone of my "guy" friends are starting new relationships doesn't help either. I am NOT a bitter person, I want everyone to find their true love. But I got to tell you...If I hear one more story about how cute or what a great kisser or he does this thing with...BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! I really am happy for them but come on! Enough already! I try to focus on the great life that I have. I am blessed. My health is good. I have a nice place to live. A car that I love to drive around in (of course it would be nice if the rain would stop so that I could put the top down!)
Anyway.
I hadn't "blogged" in a while and I just thought I would get everyone up to date on the things that are going on.
Life is good. Work is getting back to normal. The trip to Tennessee was a good relief to the "day to day" that a job can become. My parents are off on their 2 week vacation/cruise to Alaska. I am so happy for them. Its about time that they do something just for them and one that doesn't involve grandkids. I am soooo happy for them.
I guess I will end this now. I could go on for along time writing things that are not really relevant...But I will stop! I will blog again in a couple of days.
Take care everyone...Until Next Time!
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