AS THE WORLD TURNS...
Yes...Today is Friday and it couldn't have come fast enough. This has been the longest week known to man and I am happy to have a couple of days off of work to rest, relax, drink, and recover.
I've had to work 11 of the last 12 days and this boy is tired. Let me tell ya'...that aint good!!! When I get this tired the mind plays tricks on you. Another thing that's not good. It also makes me cranky...and when that happens...watch out because I become a real bitch. AND THATS THE WORST!!! So, tonight I am going to finish this post. Make me a cocktail and watch some good movies.
Happy Weekend everyone,
Until Next Time...
Friday, October 06, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
THE GAMES PEOPLE PLAY...
OK, can I say something that might piss-off a couple of you guys...
I think that I am done! DONE! I tell ya.
There is a certain type of GAY man that loves to play games. Well I am here to tell you that I am DONE WITH THAT!!!
I know all the psyco-bable. That in some way that I am opening myself up to that type of guy. Well, I AM NOT!!! Yes, that might sound like I am being defensive, I'm not. Its just that I am tired of being played. Does anyone know what I mean? It's just getting old. If you are of a certain age...quite being stupid! Know what you want! STOP telling me what I want to hear; tell me waht you are thinking and lets move on!
ENOUGH ABOUT THAT
Today I did have a really interesting moment happen at work. I was in the food court getting a soda and I saw a tall guy walking towards me. It looked like he was with his folks and I really didnt pay him much attention. Something inside told me to look one more time, so I did. Our eyes met and I had the strangest thing happen. It was like this guy saw the real me. It was almost like we were looking at each others souls. Does that make any sense? I felt like this guy was seeing ALL of me and I actually felt naked. It was strange but beautiful at the same time. Please someone tell me they have had this happen before. I am not talking about being cruised in a bar. Thats completely different. I get cruised all the time in this city...I am talking about a weird...strange...humbling...Soul Connection!
Well I guess you had to be there. It was strange. Lifted my spirits and left me feeling very vulnerable (in a good way).
Ok...Now that I have rambled on about absolutely nothing. I will leave you all now. Have a great day and I will blog later on.
Until Next Time...
OK, can I say something that might piss-off a couple of you guys...
I think that I am done! DONE! I tell ya.
There is a certain type of GAY man that loves to play games. Well I am here to tell you that I am DONE WITH THAT!!!
I know all the psyco-bable. That in some way that I am opening myself up to that type of guy. Well, I AM NOT!!! Yes, that might sound like I am being defensive, I'm not. Its just that I am tired of being played. Does anyone know what I mean? It's just getting old. If you are of a certain age...quite being stupid! Know what you want! STOP telling me what I want to hear; tell me waht you are thinking and lets move on!
ENOUGH ABOUT THAT
Today I did have a really interesting moment happen at work. I was in the food court getting a soda and I saw a tall guy walking towards me. It looked like he was with his folks and I really didnt pay him much attention. Something inside told me to look one more time, so I did. Our eyes met and I had the strangest thing happen. It was like this guy saw the real me. It was almost like we were looking at each others souls. Does that make any sense? I felt like this guy was seeing ALL of me and I actually felt naked. It was strange but beautiful at the same time. Please someone tell me they have had this happen before. I am not talking about being cruised in a bar. Thats completely different. I get cruised all the time in this city...I am talking about a weird...strange...humbling...Soul Connection!
Well I guess you had to be there. It was strange. Lifted my spirits and left me feeling very vulnerable (in a good way).
Ok...Now that I have rambled on about absolutely nothing. I will leave you all now. Have a great day and I will blog later on.
Until Next Time...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
WHERE DO I SIGN UP...
Ok, so I wasn't going to BLOG tonight but I thought I should just let yall in on my current mood state.
I think it would best be summed up with the question..."Where do I sign up for some anger management classes?"
IM not real sure why, but today I could and would have loved to have GONE OFF on somebody. Maybe its sleep deprivation...Lack of sex...OH HELL...It could just be my time of the month! But events in my life right now have left me angry with very little action I can take to make things better.
I have come to the conclusion that I must take control of the things that I can control and let the rest just fall away. My problem is that I cant let things go very easily. But I am going to give it my best shot!
So lets hope, for the time being, that the "classes" wont be needed and that things will get back on track.
Have a good day everyone!
Until Next Time...
Ok, so I wasn't going to BLOG tonight but I thought I should just let yall in on my current mood state.
I think it would best be summed up with the question..."Where do I sign up for some anger management classes?"
IM not real sure why, but today I could and would have loved to have GONE OFF on somebody. Maybe its sleep deprivation...Lack of sex...OH HELL...It could just be my time of the month! But events in my life right now have left me angry with very little action I can take to make things better.
I have come to the conclusion that I must take control of the things that I can control and let the rest just fall away. My problem is that I cant let things go very easily. But I am going to give it my best shot!
So lets hope, for the time being, that the "classes" wont be needed and that things will get back on track.
Have a good day everyone!
Until Next Time...
Monday, October 02, 2006
WHAT THE F#@&!!!!
That is what came to my mind today when I went in to work after being gone all last week!!! I realize that people get busy and things are maintained like they should be....But come on! I just stood there for the longest time not knowing where to begin. I was feelin' overwhelmed. To make matters worse, my assistant was off last week also and the whole place was a complete mess!!! I could not put my mind around it.
SO...Like any good employee I just threw my hands in the air and said...WHAT THE F#@&!!!
I guess in the grand scheme of things...It all means JOB SECURITY!!!
But I gotta tell ya, I thought today was going to "break" me and I just refuse to let my job control more of my life than necessary.
I hope everyone's Monday was better than mine...
Until Next Time...
That is what came to my mind today when I went in to work after being gone all last week!!! I realize that people get busy and things are maintained like they should be....But come on! I just stood there for the longest time not knowing where to begin. I was feelin' overwhelmed. To make matters worse, my assistant was off last week also and the whole place was a complete mess!!! I could not put my mind around it.
SO...Like any good employee I just threw my hands in the air and said...WHAT THE F#@&!!!
I guess in the grand scheme of things...It all means JOB SECURITY!!!
But I gotta tell ya, I thought today was going to "break" me and I just refuse to let my job control more of my life than necessary.
I hope everyone's Monday was better than mine...
Until Next Time...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
WHAT A WEEK...
Ok, so I was traveling last week with my job. Ususally it's a great deal of fun and I love to see all my friends that I have in the company. We "WORK HARD AND PLAY HARDER!" I dont think a day went by that drinks werent being poured and one of us had too many. That is saying alot if you new how conservative people thought our company was.
ANYWAY
I guess my friend Jason and I were a little to intimidating to the others because mid-week we both started getting stares. At first, I could care less. I generally dont care what people think of me, but for some reason by day 3 I was ready to Kick some Ass! I blame this aggression on the previous post's subject and my new found love of the UFC...
(Back to the story)
Well it was day 3 and I guess someone had complained that we (Jason & I) were being a little to cliquish and decided to goto our boss about it. Well, again, I dont care about others opinions but it just so happens that TODAY, I CARED!!! And the lovely boss I have (sorry AJ) decided that it would be smart for the two of us to be separated at dinner so that the others wouldnt feel left out. Keep in mind that we are all adults here. NO children, so to speak. And Jason is a guy that I have known for close to 5 years and we have always gotten along well. The whole thing just pissed me off and I ended up getting moved to the end of the table where all the people that had been giving me dirty looks all week were seated. Lets just say that I was pissed! When I sat down one of them told me, "Dont worry Jim, We dont bite and I think you will be safe."
I swear I almost punched him accross the table. Trying to belittle me with His attitude and trying to say that he was the "top dog" at that end of the table. I tell you I almost hit him for real. I dont do violence but I got to be honest I could have easily taken him out and not given a rats ass.
Besides all of the "trivial" things that happened during the week I really enjoyed myself. Talked to old friends that I hear on the phone all of the time but rarely get to see. So, It was good.
Im dog-ass tired and I have spent most of today sleeping. But thats OK, tomorrow is just around the corner..."another day another dollar", right?
Have a great Monday, & Until Next Time...
Ok, so I was traveling last week with my job. Ususally it's a great deal of fun and I love to see all my friends that I have in the company. We "WORK HARD AND PLAY HARDER!" I dont think a day went by that drinks werent being poured and one of us had too many. That is saying alot if you new how conservative people thought our company was.
ANYWAY
I guess my friend Jason and I were a little to intimidating to the others because mid-week we both started getting stares. At first, I could care less. I generally dont care what people think of me, but for some reason by day 3 I was ready to Kick some Ass! I blame this aggression on the previous post's subject and my new found love of the UFC...
(Back to the story)
Well it was day 3 and I guess someone had complained that we (Jason & I) were being a little to cliquish and decided to goto our boss about it. Well, again, I dont care about others opinions but it just so happens that TODAY, I CARED!!! And the lovely boss I have (sorry AJ) decided that it would be smart for the two of us to be separated at dinner so that the others wouldnt feel left out. Keep in mind that we are all adults here. NO children, so to speak. And Jason is a guy that I have known for close to 5 years and we have always gotten along well. The whole thing just pissed me off and I ended up getting moved to the end of the table where all the people that had been giving me dirty looks all week were seated. Lets just say that I was pissed! When I sat down one of them told me, "Dont worry Jim, We dont bite and I think you will be safe."
I swear I almost punched him accross the table. Trying to belittle me with His attitude and trying to say that he was the "top dog" at that end of the table. I tell you I almost hit him for real. I dont do violence but I got to be honest I could have easily taken him out and not given a rats ass.
Besides all of the "trivial" things that happened during the week I really enjoyed myself. Talked to old friends that I hear on the phone all of the time but rarely get to see. So, It was good.
Im dog-ass tired and I have spent most of today sleeping. But thats OK, tomorrow is just around the corner..."another day another dollar", right?
Have a great Monday, & Until Next Time...
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