This is what I need right NOW!!!Im sorry to drive the "horny" point home but, Damn!!!
Good Week Everyone!!!
Until Next Time...
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
SEX ANYONE???
OK, now that I have your attention...LOL!
I am going to put it out there and tell the truth. I AM HORNY!!! I know a lot of you guys and gals DO NOT need to know that but I am.
The fact that NOAH'S ARC is about to float by means that I cant go out tonight and "see and be seen". Of course, that only makes the problem worse. When it rains, for some reason I get restless and want to get out of the house. And well...That's just not going to happen tonight.
To make matters worse, I talked to my friend in Dallas last night for a good hour. It was great and we had a really good heart to heart. He does seem like an amazing guy and I could fall for him very easily!!!
Well, I will go into all of that later. I just wanted to let the "whole blog world" know that I need to get some soon. It has been the desert over here and the fact that its raining outside...Well it makes me realize what an ironic world we live in.
Sleep well everyone.
Until Next Time...
OK, now that I have your attention...LOL!
I am going to put it out there and tell the truth. I AM HORNY!!! I know a lot of you guys and gals DO NOT need to know that but I am.
The fact that NOAH'S ARC is about to float by means that I cant go out tonight and "see and be seen". Of course, that only makes the problem worse. When it rains, for some reason I get restless and want to get out of the house. And well...That's just not going to happen tonight.
To make matters worse, I talked to my friend in Dallas last night for a good hour. It was great and we had a really good heart to heart. He does seem like an amazing guy and I could fall for him very easily!!!
Well, I will go into all of that later. I just wanted to let the "whole blog world" know that I need to get some soon. It has been the desert over here and the fact that its raining outside...Well it makes me realize what an ironic world we live in.
Sleep well everyone.
Until Next Time...
Friday, September 22, 2006
FRIDAY!
Ok, so its Friday evening and I am getting ready to head over to a friends house for cocktails and what not...It should be a blast and I am looking forward to it. However my mind is a million miles away. The guy that I have been having conversations with in Dallas emailed me last night and told me that He had had a really rough day and that He could really use a hug from me.
There are 2 things that run through my mind...
1. Damn, the only guy that needs me in my life right now lives 225 miles away and that sucks!!! 2. The guy needed me!
I know what some of you are thinking..."LOOSERVILLE, population 1" I know, it does sound a bit crazy. But I really felt bad for the guy and wanted to be able to be there for him. I know he will be fine. But it still sucks. Over the last 3 months we have really gotten to know about each other and I guess my heart holds a special place for him now.
NO... I don't think that we are boy friends. Not even close. We are just to guys that are cute and have expressed an interest in one another.
He is flying out today to have a vacation with his best friend and wife. He was really looking forward to it and I hope he has the most amazing time and gets a chance to relax and unwind. He is going to call form there so I will let you guys know how he is doing.
Until Next Time...
editors note...I know that my post are random at best and that yesterday I was complaining about a "jaded heart". But I really just blog about the things that are on my mind right then and there. Not Crazy...HONEST(LOL)
Ok, so its Friday evening and I am getting ready to head over to a friends house for cocktails and what not...It should be a blast and I am looking forward to it. However my mind is a million miles away. The guy that I have been having conversations with in Dallas emailed me last night and told me that He had had a really rough day and that He could really use a hug from me.
There are 2 things that run through my mind...
1. Damn, the only guy that needs me in my life right now lives 225 miles away and that sucks!!! 2. The guy needed me!
I know what some of you are thinking..."LOOSERVILLE, population 1" I know, it does sound a bit crazy. But I really felt bad for the guy and wanted to be able to be there for him. I know he will be fine. But it still sucks. Over the last 3 months we have really gotten to know about each other and I guess my heart holds a special place for him now.
NO... I don't think that we are boy friends. Not even close. We are just to guys that are cute and have expressed an interest in one another.
He is flying out today to have a vacation with his best friend and wife. He was really looking forward to it and I hope he has the most amazing time and gets a chance to relax and unwind. He is going to call form there so I will let you guys know how he is doing.
Until Next Time...
editors note...I know that my post are random at best and that yesterday I was complaining about a "jaded heart". But I really just blog about the things that are on my mind right then and there. Not Crazy...HONEST(LOL)
Thursday, September 21, 2006
JADED???
Ok, I am not sure if there is just SO much "stuff" coming at our senses all of the time or if I am becoming "jaded".
My mom told me yesterday that my cousin admitted to being addicted to cocaine. Honestly, I was a little surprised. Not shocked, surprised. She has always been a little wild and lived a more dangerous lifestyle than the rest of our family. But when my mom asked me what I thought...I don't know...I didn't really feel anything.
My cousin and I have really gone our separate ways over the years and even though we live in the same city I haven't seen her in over 4 years. We used to be real close. I was actually the first person that she came "out" to. Naturally, at the time I had no idea how to handle the news. I think I even told her it was wrong. Of course, that is my "southern Baptist" upbringing...Now I just want to tell its all ok.
She and I have never talked about the whole "Gay" thing and I don't even think that she knew until we all evacuated for the hurricane last year. We never got to talk then because I was sick with a head cold and spent the whole time in bed sleeping. Go figure!
I just think that the world has really left me a little insensitive about many things. And, frankly it scares me. People in my immediate circle think that I have the biggest heart. I would agree with them. But if you are not in my "world" I don't really have a lot of compassion. Does all of this make me narcissistic? Shallow? Heartless? To be honest, I am not sure. I certainly hope not. I would hope that I am a "lover" not a "fighter"
Things do effect me. I feel things very deeply. I am just not sure why this whole thing about my cousin isn't really bothering me. I just don't know.
Until Next Time...
Ok, I am not sure if there is just SO much "stuff" coming at our senses all of the time or if I am becoming "jaded".
My mom told me yesterday that my cousin admitted to being addicted to cocaine. Honestly, I was a little surprised. Not shocked, surprised. She has always been a little wild and lived a more dangerous lifestyle than the rest of our family. But when my mom asked me what I thought...I don't know...I didn't really feel anything.
My cousin and I have really gone our separate ways over the years and even though we live in the same city I haven't seen her in over 4 years. We used to be real close. I was actually the first person that she came "out" to. Naturally, at the time I had no idea how to handle the news. I think I even told her it was wrong. Of course, that is my "southern Baptist" upbringing...Now I just want to tell its all ok.
She and I have never talked about the whole "Gay" thing and I don't even think that she knew until we all evacuated for the hurricane last year. We never got to talk then because I was sick with a head cold and spent the whole time in bed sleeping. Go figure!
I just think that the world has really left me a little insensitive about many things. And, frankly it scares me. People in my immediate circle think that I have the biggest heart. I would agree with them. But if you are not in my "world" I don't really have a lot of compassion. Does all of this make me narcissistic? Shallow? Heartless? To be honest, I am not sure. I certainly hope not. I would hope that I am a "lover" not a "fighter"
Things do effect me. I feel things very deeply. I am just not sure why this whole thing about my cousin isn't really bothering me. I just don't know.
Until Next Time...
Sunday, September 17, 2006
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