YET AGAIN...


OK. So work has been crazy. The Holidays have got me crazy. All the travel that I am having to do...You guessed it. HAS ME CRAZY!!!
So, I booked another massage. I know, I know...You just a massage. But last time was for fun, this time it was needed. Wouldn't you know it. Things "sprung to life" again. I didn't have time before to masturbate so I walked into the session already anticipating things. And I wasn't disappointed! There I was lying on the heated table with a paper thin sheet covering my business and BOOM! The dick is in the air. I got embarrassed again. I even think I might have sprung a leak...OMG! I can not believe I am handing over all this information. If its TMI...Get over it. This is my blog and that is that.
Good Night everyone. I must go and take care if business. The its time to take care of that "leak"...
Until Next Time...

WHAT A DAY!!!


Will someone please tell me why is it that when you wake up in the morning. Bright eyed and bushy tailed! Ready to take on the world! Why does it come and crap all over you? Just a question...LOL!!!
I awoke this morning, sleepy but in a great mood. Got to work EARLY. Ate my breakfast, drank my coffee. Then the S#@& hit the fan. I was informed that my large window instillation that I just completed...Will be changed in 2 weeks to highlight newer product (resort wear). I mean this window was labor intensive. Wallpaper, Velvet curtains. Snow. Logs. Christmas trees. The works! (FYI...For those who do not know, I am a visual manager for a famous men's retailer)
Anyway. I called my boss and asked if the new windows could be delayed until after Christmas? She said, flat out...NO!!! I was like, "Why Not?" She said it was my job to follow corporate directive and that I could work some where else if I didn't want to do it. Let me state this first. I am at the #6 store in the company. My store carries the district. I know that I am replaceable, everyone is, I felt very unsupported. My boss telling me "someone else can come and do your job if you don't want to"...UUUUGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!

I have to stop talking about it. I am still angry! This post is getting me more mad so I need to stop. I will just say that I am employed. I still love my job. My superiors still love me and the work that I do.
Today was a day that started wonderfully and went down hill rather quickly!
Tomorrow is a new day. Its all good I suppose.
Until Next Time...

QUOTE OF THE WEEK...

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away"
I am going to make an effort to really live this this week. I challenge you all to do the same.
Until Next Time...

SEXUAL FRUSTRATION...


Ok. Its official. I have hit an all time high on the S.F. scale. It is getting crazy. I was out with my boss today after work. We had a couple of cocktails and there was a guy at the bar...Very handsome...I wanted to take him over the bar. It didn't help that he was looking our direction. Of course He could have been looking at my boss, she is very attractive. Anyway. The mix of alcohol and handsome, manly man has left me HORNY AS HELL!!! I realize I write about sex a lot, its because I am not getting any. I had to kick my "friends w/benefits" to the curb because he got himself a girlfriend. Since she didn't know about me and his gayness I just felt the need to end it all. It was the right thing to do. Of course that has left me with no sexual outlet...And its starting to piss me off.
Maybe I should re-evaluate. Rethink my priorities. Its just hard to do that when you are incredibly horny and all you want to do is get laid.

Maybe I will get a good book and go read. I am to tired to hit the bars, work today was hell! So, I will let all of you go for now. I am off to Borders to get a book and maybe I might find me a guy while I am there...LOL!
Until Next Time...

ME...


I don't want to sound narsastic...Really I don't...But I am grateful for me. I have had to overcome many adversities in life and I have managed to remain level-headed about it all. I am thankful for all the hardships that have made me to the man I am today.
Yes, I am giving thanks for many other things tomorrow besides myself. I have wonderful friends, life wouldn't be the same with out them. I have my health. I have a great job I love. I have a beautiful family. Most importantly I have my faith that keeps me grounded and incredibly humble.

Thanks will be given for all the many blessings in my life.
Until Next Time...

ps...This post is meant with the purest of hearts. I don't think that I am all of that and I realize my faults. I was talking more of the inner, spiritual side of "ME" when I was posting this.